I know perfectly well what you lack of, what you badly need, and what you unfortunately have to deal with: a unintended love, with, perhaps, a little subtle yet clear imagination.
I need not to say any unnecessary words, paradox or epigram.
The first duty of man is to find a suitable position to place his duty. May I say that your first duty is not to love someone else, but to love yourself properly. To love someone is a second duty merely, and its essence is to fulfil your first duty.
I have to say some unnecessary words, paradox or epigram.
What love do you need? The question can be answered only after you are actually honest with yourself. Things change every second if your thoughts are fresh enough to capture every sign of delicacy.
Your eyes is the judge of your destiny of love. If you have to follow the call from the inner part of your heart, then just follow it, for every man has a right to appreciate his companion’s beauty and wisdom.
The only trouble, yet perhaps the only joy, is to risk your prejudice, with it or without it.